A Reminder of Who Is Driving
Had an epiphany while I was driving to the new house this morning. I was feeling a mixture of distraction and dread and dissociation, a feeling I often feel driving…
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Finding Joy Again: Part 1
I’ve been thinking a lot about joy and how it fits into my life. I’m definitely not a joyful person and I struggle finding joy in my everyday life. I’m…
Boy, so confusing
A few weeks ago, I was scrolling through Grindr like the dumb gay I am. I was feeling pretty lonely, which is the worst time to be on Grindr (and…
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Wisdom from She-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live. She-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named I'm not condoning transphobia here (in fact, this blog is a safe space so get off if…
Work Rant (and First Poem!)
First poem post! I wrote this after work yesterday lol. I started my current job about two months ago and I’m still feeling how I fit into my workplace and…
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Russian Doll Days
I feel like I’m stuck in the story I tell about myself. Sometimes I feel very stuck in my own head and I know it’s not healthy for me and…
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First Post
I’m trying to get my life on track. I can’t say back on track because I don’t think my life’s ever been on track. There’s been times where I have…